Mind, Body & Sole

Well hello everyone! I hope all is well with your lives! Today I came to terms with what I want to do with my future. Let me see where to begin??? Alright well ya'll know i'm in college now. Doing grown up things like waking up early to go to class, paying for my own gas to put in my car exc. (and much more) And its hard. Money is tight. Anyway everyone wants to be successful in life right? Nobody wakes up and is like "Im going to be a bum.." anyway I want to tell you something that I learned. My goal was to go into the FBI, now i'm not going to say that I was tainted by the outside world, (friends, family, teachers) but it made me really think about life in general. I was scared, confused, and I didn't really know what I was doing. Anyway someone told me that it was because my Mind, Body and Sole were not on the same page. In my mind I still lived at my parents house. My body was there in college and my sole was, well just flat out confused.

 Now at first I was like, yeah dude whatever. But he told me that as soon as I came to the realization of life itself, is when everything would come tougher. Like peaces of a puzzle. I thought about that for a long time. And I don't know how I did it, but as soon as I came to peace with, growing up, having a family, a job, religion, the future and many other things life have become so much easier, the things that made me frustrated and want to sit down and cry arn't that complicated anymore. I think why people get so sick there first year of college is because there not in tact with there M.B&S (mind, body and sole) If you can come to peace with all three, life will be so much easier. Not just living day to day, more like living out your days. Find something peaceful, that is beautiful no matter what angle. Mine were flowers, there peaceful, alive, they represent something to me that I can't explain. As soon as you find yours, you'll be set to take the journey of taking your M.B&S and bringing them all tougher.

College Life

Lets see, I got so much to tell ya'll! Where to begin? Lets start with dorm life. It is really fun, some of the people here are like high school children, but I guess we all are a little bit arn't we? I do miss my family quite a bit. My grandpa just passed away and I haven't been home yet. I don't really want to go home, i don't do good with tears. Oh, our football team sucks. We have lost all of our games, including the homecoming game. The cops have already been called, already. I have some really good friends and some really not so good ones. There is a variety. I am doing really good in school though, were almost at half way done with the first semester. I took my Criminal Justace mid-term exam today and got a 90.91%, YEAH! talk about my awesomeness! Anyway off for coffee!

Growing UP!

So finally finished high school, yeah! It's exciting, but scary. When your in high school it's like, oh yeah I know what I'm doing with my life.... and you get out and BAM! It's like reality smacked you in the face with a tampon. Do you really? are you ready? I sure hope I am because college is coming fast, well let me get ya'll caught up. Remember how I told ya I hated car shoppin'? Well turns out I got a kick butt car. 2012 Chevy Cruze Eco, I was always tellin' my friends to throw there paper in the recycle because in the long run it helps the animals, now don't get me confused. I'm not all . . .
"OH MY GOSH! CALL THE NATIONAL GUARD THAT WOMEN JUST THREW THAT WRAPPER IN THE GROUND!"
Im more of the, oh I'll pick that up for you. And so my Cruze Eco is saving one polar bare at a time. Anyway that was my graduation present from my parents, so kind eh!?
Now I'm just focusing on getting all of my college stuff ready, payed for books a week ago. 20 dollars short of 700$!!! like really? And who in the world wrights a book then calls it..."Text Book" like why not..."The Meaning Of Life." or "Solutions to the World" but thats just me. Oh yeah, so I got this new MacBook Air, and I'm kinda liking it. Wasn't sure that I was going to. Im not very good with technology stuff. Lets see whats new... Oh I leave in approximately 40 days, moving out.
Kinda scary, and I don't even know who my room mates are. Watch it be some serial killer, or a prostitute. Anyway, well talk with you all later!

CAR SHOPPING

Car Shopping should be fun right? That's what you would think. But here is the truth. It's not! It's stressfull and nothing is perfect. You'd think that you like something and then BAM! you don't like it anymore. And you don't even know why! It's everything that you want in a car. It's like picking your husband out right? The color. The cool gadgets exc. But then there is that stupid little voice in your head that has a stupid resemblance to your dad. And all it says is. "Oh no, to much money", "Not safe enough.", "The gas mileage isnt good enough." or my favorite. "You couldn't be seen driving in this! What would your grandparents think, that you've for sure gone off the deep end with no return!" And then while your fighting with the little voice inside your head the business man is debating weather or not he should call 911. Then as your driving off the lot you realize that it's 3:00 and you haven't eaten lunch yet. So you go out to eat but eat to much but you don't realize it because your so stressed about the car shopping to think about how much your stomach is expanding until you get the check payed for and realize that as soon as you stand up you want to fall right over because your stomach is the size of a blow up exercise ball. So this is my advice to you people out there looking for cars... Let your friends drive you around!